When reality is beyond what we can imagine.

 

The most freeing feeling known to me is a humbling kind.  In this intricate matrix of life, divine order casts a spell on those who are awakened to its existence.  We sit awe struck, surrendering.  

 

My mind and soul -- the space I take up in this world, is a visionary by nature.  Someone who creates and has a force working through and around her that makes it happen.  This feeling elicits the HIGHEST state of gratitude.

 

Someone once told me that ideas are like angels that come visit us.  A divine energy that penetrates us.  A seed someone needs to plant to keep the universal order.  Even if we do not execute the idea that comes to us, we are forever changed.  

 

We can rest in peace knowing that the energy that needs to be present, will be when it should.  It is a responsibility to use our gifts to do the work of these angels.  I also know that I am not in control, so none of that matters.

 

I trust myself because I trust divinity.  How freeing.  How humbling.